~*~ Something Form The Heart~*~

I have found this new website that has touched my heart. It is www.spidermanfightscancer.com it is about a little boy named Austin that has been diagnosed with lukemia. Some people have said that this web site is too depressing, but I think that its all in how you look at it. I see it as the bravest, cuttest 3 yr old boy that I have ever seen. imagine all that he has to go through, and what his family has to watch him go through and not be able to take away any of the pain that he is feeling. I found this web site on 97.1 zht web site. Once I read about Austin I just fell in love with him, and was actually bawling at work. It hit a spot in my heart and now I check the blog daily. Having Kyson I could never imagine having to go through with what his family has to go through. They also are very strong and brave as well. So I strongly suggest that you go on the site and check it out, but make sure to have some kleenex handy. They are having a race in his honor the seventh of Nov and I would love to be there. It is a couple hours away from here, and I don't know when my surgery is. But I will be there in heart. I just wish that I had the money to donate to him. I know this might sound weird that I am obssessing over this little boy, but you go read his web site and watch his video's and you will fall in love with him just as I have!!! It makes me wanna just go home and spend all my time with Kyson and hold on to him. Just thought that I would share this with you, because this is something that has really touched me and makes me see how fragile life really can be.

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As I said I'm Very Forgetful~ I forgot to tag someone else......

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I AM~ In the process of finding out who I really am.

I HAVE~ the best child in the world!!

I THINK~ too much about what if's

I KNOW~ that I have my family behind me 100%

I WANT~ to know all the answers to everything

I DISLIKE~ feeling not good enough

I MISS~ Not having bills to pay and just living care free

I FEAR~ Being alone and what if this all turns out for the worst

I SMELL~ Nothing right now my nose has been stuffy for 2 weeks

I CRAVE~ love all the time and the feeling of being loved

I CRY~ Way too much

I USUALLY~ Try to hard to be perfect

I WONDER~ Why things are so hard sometimes

I REGRET~ Alot of things from my past

I LOVE~ Kyson, my family, Andrew, and all my friends that are a big part in my life

I CARE~ Way too much what people think

I ALWAYS~ Put peoples feelings before mine.

I WORRY~ Way too much about every little thing

I AM NOT~ A quiet person

I REMEMBER~ sitting in the camper and making up our song about Jenni Lee. that song always makes me laugh

I BELIEVE~ That life is what you make it and to live day by day cuz you never know
how tomorrow is going to be.

I DANCE~ to my own little tune, and usually when I'm home alone

I SING~ All the time to every song I know.

I DON"T ALWAYS~ Do what I should

I ARGUE~ When I think thatr I am right or when people tell me what I don't wanna hear

I WRITE~ not as much as I used to. I should back on that

I WIN~ When me and Kellie are partners at sequence

I LOSE~ When I wrestle with Andrew

I WISH~ That life could be perfect and that I could be happy all the time

I DON"T UNDERSTAND~ Life in general

I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND~ Playing with Ky or with Andrew or both

I NEED~ A vacation to where I won't sit and worry about whats going on in my life right now

I FORGET~ Everything, mostly turning off lights in the house

I AM PASSIONATE ABOUT~ My family and the people that I have in my life that mean the world to me and that make me who I am. I know that they are there for me and that I could turn to them for anything and that if I needed them that they would be there no question. I love them and are forever thankful for them!!

Playtime with the cousins

Sarah and her family came down, so ky got to play with his cousins. They had fun running up and down the hall eating cookies and playin with my moms excersie ball. He can't wait for them to come back to play!!! WE LOVE YOU

MY BOYS

Kyson kept pointing at Andrews bike and so andrew sat on there with him and loved it!! No worries they didn't go anywhere! Andrew rolled up and down a little bit but thats all. He cried when I took him off the bike.