Thursday, June 17, 2010

just a thought

I know I haven't posted in a long time. but there have been things that have happened to people that I know and it has made me think alot of how much things can change in your life in a blink of an eye. It kinda scares me to be honest with you!! I am not always the best wife, sister, daughter, friend..... but the love I have for my husband, sister, parents and my friends never change. To think of any of them not in my life I honestly don't know what I'd do with myself and it makes me tear up to even think that. The people in ones live is who they are. I am so grateful for all the people that I have in my life and those even who have passed by but touched my heart just a little bit. It still has effected me one way or another. I had a lady that I work with who is so sweet and the nicest person ever, had her husband pass away unexpectedly of a heart attack while working out at the gym, I found this poem on a web site that I was reading about a kid that I went to school with that was riding his long board and fell off and is now in ICU in a coma while his family waits and prays day by day for him to be okay. just makes you realize how fragile life can be.

" If I knew this would be the last time I would watch you sleep,I would hug you tighter. I would plead with the Lord to protect you.If I knew this would be the last time I saw you walk out the door,I would hug and kiss you and call you back to hug and kiss you one more time.If I knew this would be the last time I would hear your voice in prayer,I would record every gesture, every look, every smile, every one of your words,So that I could listen to it later, day after day.If I knew this would be the last time,I would spend an extra minute or two to tell you, "I love you," instead of assuming you already knew it.If I knew this would be our last time, our last moment,I would be by your side, spending the day with you instead of thinking,"Well, I'm sure other opportunities will come, so I can let this day go by."Of course there will be a day to revise things,And we would have a second chance to do things right.Oh, of course there will be another day for us to say, "I love you."And certainly there will be another chance to tell each other, "Can I help with anything?"But in my case, there isn't one!I don't have you here with me, and today is the last day we have—our farewell.Therefore I would like to say how much I love you,And I hope you never forget it.Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old.Today might be your last chance to hold tight to the hand of the one you love and show all you feel.If you are waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?Because if tomorrow never comes, you certainly will regret for the rest of your life.Not having spent some extra time for a smile, a conversation, a hug, a kiss,Because you were too busy to give that person what ended up being their last wish.Then hug tight today the one you love, your friends, your family, and whisper in their ears how much you love them and want them close to you.Use your time to say,"I'm sorry,""Please,""Forgive me,""Thank you,"Or even,"That was nothing,""It's all right,"Because if tomorrow never comes, you will not have to regret today.The past doesn't come back, and the future might not come!love you all!"

Touches your heart and makes you cry right.