***THANK YOU****

I just wanted to send out a special thanks to everyone that has been there for me through my tough time. I have the best family and friends ever. I know that Sarah was bummed she couldn't be here as was I. But I knew that she was there in heart and prayer. I could have used her a couple times to be my nurse! because the second night that I was in the hospital I couldn't understand my nurse or my lpn!! Lets just say that I was a tad frustrated. but I did have one nurse that I loved and she took really good care of me. Also I had a good at home nurse Britt that would come and give me my shots, when I took them. I stopped taking them because they went in my stomach and it hurt super bad. I looked like I had black chicken pox on my stomach from all the bruises. I had a boring two weeks off work, and excited to go back, and when I get to work, most likely I will wish to be home. Thank you for all the prayers, thoughts, flowers, and love that I have been shown during this time. Good news I got a call the other day and they got it all out and there was no signs that it was miligment (Sarah I can't spell either) :) I could never show how thankful I am for everyone that has touched my life so much. when you think that you are alone and that you have no one all you can do is look next to you and see your family. My family is amazing and have supported me so much in all my trials. I love them so much!!

~~~Grils night with Twilight~~~

We went to see twilight friday night. It was fun!! I was a tad disappointed with the movie, possibly because I absolutly love the book so much and I was just expecting alot more out of the movie. But it was still good and I of course will be buying it!!

Dinner at Iggy's before the show!

We got matching twilight shirts for the movie. The lady in the back cracks me up how she is cheesin' it for the pic.

**Rocky Better Watch His Back**

Kyson was a boxer for halloween, and as you can tell he was just thrilled!! He cried and cried. it came with little red gloves but he wouldn't even let you try to put those on, so we tied them to a shoe lace and put them around his neck.

Once he got his candy, he stopped crying and was happy!! Of course!!

~*~ Something Form The Heart~*~

I have found this new website that has touched my heart. It is www.spidermanfightscancer.com it is about a little boy named Austin that has been diagnosed with lukemia. Some people have said that this web site is too depressing, but I think that its all in how you look at it. I see it as the bravest, cuttest 3 yr old boy that I have ever seen. imagine all that he has to go through, and what his family has to watch him go through and not be able to take away any of the pain that he is feeling. I found this web site on 97.1 zht web site. Once I read about Austin I just fell in love with him, and was actually bawling at work. It hit a spot in my heart and now I check the blog daily. Having Kyson I could never imagine having to go through with what his family has to go through. They also are very strong and brave as well. So I strongly suggest that you go on the site and check it out, but make sure to have some kleenex handy. They are having a race in his honor the seventh of Nov and I would love to be there. It is a couple hours away from here, and I don't know when my surgery is. But I will be there in heart. I just wish that I had the money to donate to him. I know this might sound weird that I am obssessing over this little boy, but you go read his web site and watch his video's and you will fall in love with him just as I have!!! It makes me wanna just go home and spend all my time with Kyson and hold on to him. Just thought that I would share this with you, because this is something that has really touched me and makes me see how fragile life really can be.

***FORGOT***

As I said I'm Very Forgetful~ I forgot to tag someone else......

Nichole Manco and anyone else who looks at my blog....

~~~TAG YOUR IT~~~

***** TAG I"M IT ******

I AM~ In the process of finding out who I really am.

I HAVE~ the best child in the world!!

I THINK~ too much about what if's

I KNOW~ that I have my family behind me 100%

I WANT~ to know all the answers to everything

I DISLIKE~ feeling not good enough

I MISS~ Not having bills to pay and just living care free

I FEAR~ Being alone and what if this all turns out for the worst

I SMELL~ Nothing right now my nose has been stuffy for 2 weeks

I CRAVE~ love all the time and the feeling of being loved

I CRY~ Way too much

I USUALLY~ Try to hard to be perfect

I WONDER~ Why things are so hard sometimes

I REGRET~ Alot of things from my past

I LOVE~ Kyson, my family, Andrew, and all my friends that are a big part in my life

I CARE~ Way too much what people think

I ALWAYS~ Put peoples feelings before mine.

I WORRY~ Way too much about every little thing

I AM NOT~ A quiet person

I REMEMBER~ sitting in the camper and making up our song about Jenni Lee. that song always makes me laugh

I BELIEVE~ That life is what you make it and to live day by day cuz you never know
how tomorrow is going to be.

I DANCE~ to my own little tune, and usually when I'm home alone

I SING~ All the time to every song I know.

I DON"T ALWAYS~ Do what I should

I ARGUE~ When I think thatr I am right or when people tell me what I don't wanna hear

I WRITE~ not as much as I used to. I should back on that

I WIN~ When me and Kellie are partners at sequence

I LOSE~ When I wrestle with Andrew

I WISH~ That life could be perfect and that I could be happy all the time

I DON"T UNDERSTAND~ Life in general

I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND~ Playing with Ky or with Andrew or both

I NEED~ A vacation to where I won't sit and worry about whats going on in my life right now

I FORGET~ Everything, mostly turning off lights in the house

I AM PASSIONATE ABOUT~ My family and the people that I have in my life that mean the world to me and that make me who I am. I know that they are there for me and that I could turn to them for anything and that if I needed them that they would be there no question. I love them and are forever thankful for them!!

Playtime with the cousins

Sarah and her family came down, so ky got to play with his cousins. They had fun running up and down the hall eating cookies and playin with my moms excersie ball. He can't wait for them to come back to play!!! WE LOVE YOU

MY BOYS

Kyson kept pointing at Andrews bike and so andrew sat on there with him and loved it!! No worries they didn't go anywhere! Andrew rolled up and down a little bit but thats all. He cried when I took him off the bike.

***UPDATE ON KY***

Kyson is big as ever amd such a handful!!He is hitting his halfway mark on the 3rd!! So he is now halfway to 2!! He is now walking and talking even if we don't understand what he is saying. He is more fun then I ever thought possible. He makes my day everyday. I'm the luckiest mom ever.

mashed potatoes, mash potatoes

kyson loved his mashed potatoes so much that he was licking the bowl. He prob likes them so much cuz thats pretty much all he wanted when he was in my tummy!

bright bright sun shining day

Finally a nice day outside! Me and kyson went out on the lawn and played ball. he's a bit iffy about the grass so it was a little hard playing ball with him sitting on my lap

Whiped Out!!!

The other day when I was coming home from picking Ky up from Matt he all the sudden got really quiet. I think that he was a tad bit tired!

Celebrating the NCAA

Kyson loves to shoot his basketball. With a little help from grandpa.

"SLAM DUNK"

As I was cleaning my room kyson was just wondering around and I went looking for and I found him playing with his ball in the toliet... Maybe its a little more his size then the other basketball hoop that grandma and grandpa got him for his birthday~~

Who Is This??

As we know I have had almost every hair color in the book! Well now I'm a blonde never been one before, so why not add it to the collection.

YUMMY

As you can tell Ky loves cookies. he shoves the whole cookie in his mouth until it goes soggy and then realizes it is too big for one bite and so then he takes it out of his mouth and either hands the rest to me or holds it in his hands and makes a mess. Sometimes we are lucky enough where he eats it bite by bite

It's Our Birthday Shout HOORAY

Its the birthday crew!!! I love sharing a day with my favorite twins EVER!!!

What A Wreck

Me and Ky had our first wreck. I rearended some guys and he was actually very nice about it. It scared Ky but he only cried for a bit. Believe it or not I WAS NOT TEXTING!!!!

An Ear Full

Me and Kyson right before he went in to get his tubes. We sat in the waiting room and you could hear him crying as he was waking up. It was way sad. but he is doing great now and is happy and int oeverything as usual. lets just hope he starts to walk soon.

"YOU SAY ITS MY BIRTHDAY"

Kyson ans Kempton shared there one year birthday. After eating all the frosting off his cake, Kyson got a huge sugar rush and became very hyper. He was obviously a little excited to be one!!