SOOOOOOO~ My Horoscope:

No one is standing in your way anymore-- its's just you in charge of your life, and its time you realized that you have more power than you have ever had before. This could be a frightening realization for you, but if you are afraid of anything, you should fear inaction the most. Push forward in a major way in at least one area of your life today. Make a change that you never felt you could make before, and you will get a taste of whats possible.

I have never had a horoscope hit so right on before!! I am so afraid of so much that I don't do anything that I know I either Need to do and know what is right... or Want to do! I think that its time to step up nad face my fears.... Now on to my quote of the day.......

"If you take each challenge one step at a time, with faith in every footstep, your strength and understanding will increase"

A few "thoughts" along the way

So I have thought (well it was my friend Jo's idea) that I should continue my blog with my addiction to quotes and my life. I look up quotes all day long that I think will help me on this crazy path that I call life. I have so many people in my life that I can trust.... some that I thought I could but found out the hard way that I couldn't...... I just need to get to a place in my world where I am content...... so I"m actually going to do two quotes to start...

"Being a family means that you are part of something very wonderful,
it means that you will and be loved for the rest of your life...
NO MATTER WHAT"


"Even though we change and w're all finding our own place in the world,
we all know that when tears fall or that smile spreads across our face,
we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world
takes us NOTHING will ever change so much to the point where we're
not still friends"

I don't know where I would be in this world without my family and my friends.... they are everything to me. I know that I have not always been the best at it, but my love never fades away. I look up to them all in so many ways...... There are friends that I don't talk to very often but I think think about daily! I know that I will prob babble alot in my new goal to start blogging again.... but maybe it will also be a little therapudic at the same time..... so thanks MS. JO for giving me the idea...... I'll but pics up shortly of here and there stuff ..... and my handsome lil guy! (who is not so little) till next time...

just a thought

I know I haven't posted in a long time. but there have been things that have happened to people that I know and it has made me think alot of how much things can change in your life in a blink of an eye. It kinda scares me to be honest with you!! I am not always the best wife, sister, daughter, friend..... but the love I have for my husband, sister, parents and my friends never change. To think of any of them not in my life I honestly don't know what I'd do with myself and it makes me tear up to even think that. The people in ones live is who they are. I am so grateful for all the people that I have in my life and those even who have passed by but touched my heart just a little bit. It still has effected me one way or another. I had a lady that I work with who is so sweet and the nicest person ever, had her husband pass away unexpectedly of a heart attack while working out at the gym, I found this poem on a web site that I was reading about a kid that I went to school with that was riding his long board and fell off and is now in ICU in a coma while his family waits and prays day by day for him to be okay. just makes you realize how fragile life can be.

" If I knew this would be the last time I would watch you sleep,I would hug you tighter. I would plead with the Lord to protect you.If I knew this would be the last time I saw you walk out the door,I would hug and kiss you and call you back to hug and kiss you one more time.If I knew this would be the last time I would hear your voice in prayer,I would record every gesture, every look, every smile, every one of your words,So that I could listen to it later, day after day.If I knew this would be the last time,I would spend an extra minute or two to tell you, "I love you," instead of assuming you already knew it.If I knew this would be our last time, our last moment,I would be by your side, spending the day with you instead of thinking,"Well, I'm sure other opportunities will come, so I can let this day go by."Of course there will be a day to revise things,And we would have a second chance to do things right.Oh, of course there will be another day for us to say, "I love you."And certainly there will be another chance to tell each other, "Can I help with anything?"But in my case, there isn't one!I don't have you here with me, and today is the last day we have—our farewell.Therefore I would like to say how much I love you,And I hope you never forget it.Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old.Today might be your last chance to hold tight to the hand of the one you love and show all you feel.If you are waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?Because if tomorrow never comes, you certainly will regret for the rest of your life.Not having spent some extra time for a smile, a conversation, a hug, a kiss,Because you were too busy to give that person what ended up being their last wish.Then hug tight today the one you love, your friends, your family, and whisper in their ears how much you love them and want them close to you.Use your time to say,"I'm sorry,""Please,""Forgive me,""Thank you,"Or even,"That was nothing,""It's all right,"Because if tomorrow never comes, you will not have to regret today.The past doesn't come back, and the future might not come!love you all!"

Touches your heart and makes you cry right.

catchin up on news, and pics!!

KYSON~ look how cute and dorky he is!! I love him so much!! I love this face. It shows all his personality. Hangin with my girls from work!! Love these girls.

This is us on thanksgiving.

HALLOWEEN~ so matt had ky this year for halloween and he was the most cutest spiderman but I don't have that pic.. just try and usr you imagination. :) but with me I didn't want to go out and buy a costume so we borrowed this shark costume from kellie.

Me and Andrew went as baseball players. Andrew was the WHITE sox and I was the Yankees! GO YANKEES

For work I was a 70's chick kinda going for the flashdance look. but since I've never seen the movie I kinda did my own thing

Me and Andrew on his birthday. On our way to go to salt lake with his sisters and there guys! it was fun we took the front runner and Ky always loves to take the train.

TWILIGHT: NEW MOON

Us girls went to the 3:15 am movie and say twilight, it was AMAZING!!! I loved it and can't wait till june 30th for eclipes to come out.

THE BIGGEST AND BEST NEWS OF ALL

MY AMAZING WONDERFUL MOM IS DONE WITH CHEMO AND RADIATION. SHE IS NOW A BREAST CANCER SURVIVOR! GO MOM!!! WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH! YOU ARE THE BIGGEST EXAMPLE EVER! YOU ARE AMAZING!

(This is my mom and cute Aunt Ruth!!)

~QUOTES~

~ "Do what you feel in your heart to be right. For you will be criticized anyway. You'll be damned if you do and damned if you don't"

~ "Learn to live with one self and you will learn to live with others"

~ "The only one thing I can change is myself, but sometimes that makes all the difference"

~ "Sometimes the best way to figure out who you are, is to get to that place where you don't have to be anything else"

~ "To dream of the person you'd like to be, is a waste of the person you are"

~ "Until you make peace with who you are, you'll never be content with what you have"

~ "You really have to look inside yourself and find your own inner strength, and say I'm proud of what I am, who I am, and I'm just going to be myself"

IMPOSSIBLE

So my life took a crazy turn for awhile. I wasn't happy and I was stressed all the time, and I was just lost. Well I now have realized that I was unhappy because I stressed from being lost. Meaning: I kinda made myself unhappy!! I now have realized that~ being myself + not caring what anyone thinks + being around the people I love = HAPPINESS!!!! I can now say that I am happy!! Its been a long time.

So I ran across this quote and I am some what of a freak about quotes....
"The word IMPOSSIBLE itself says I'M POSSIBLE"
So now that my life is done turnin me in all these crazy circles and I am on the path I feel is the right path to be on! so here are a few things that I am thankful for:

~ I have an amazing family who I know is always there for me no matter what
~ I have the cutest little boy ever who makes me laugh and smile
~ I have a wonderful boyfriend who I love with all my heart
~ I have a roof over my head
~ I have a job
~ I have friends who let me cry to them but still listen and be there for me
~ I have a coat and its freezing outside
~ I have the knowledge of the gospel
~ I know that I am never alone, I always have someone to turn to
~ I have the worlds strongest mom who won her battle with breast cancer
~ I feel loved!!!

I have so many more things that I am thankful for. My life right now, I truly feel so blessed. My life is in order! I just think that as long as I keep doing what I am doing then life will be good. I know that I will still have hard times, but hey thats life and as long as I have my loved one behind me then I have nothing to worry about. Things are looking up!!!

P.S I totally envy my friend nichole. she is living in paridise and I'm her in winter wonderland freezing my butt off!!! Love you coley!! know I am thinking of you when it is snowing outside.

~~WhEn YoUr ThE bEsT oF fRiEnDs~~

So I have had some pretty hard times in my life lately, and so with a lot of thought and prayer I have decided that I needed some ME/US time. Starting from the beginning.........


This is when I was 6th months old. I got a camera for chirstmas and so this is one of my forst prego pics that I have of my belly.

This is 8 months. yeah its in the same spot, and same pants. I was prego during the winter and so it was nice to wear comfty's all the time.

Love at irst sight. 7 pounds 11 ounces and 21 intches long.

Ky's blessing day. He was blessed on Easter

Both of us wiped out. I love this pic. prob the only time he ever had his binky in for longer then 5 min. I'm glad that he was not a big fan of that.

This is us a little bit ago. I love this pic of us. he is the light of my life. I love him so much. He has honestly saved my life more then once. He knows everything, when I'm sad, mad, stressed, etc. He always knows when to just come up and rub my back or will just say "I love you mommy" that just makes my smile the biggest smile and just know that my life is right there in front of my eyes. No matter what mood I am in, he always makes it better. He is the love of my life and the reason I wake up in the morning!!!! He makes my hard times eaiser and every day that goes by I love him more and more.